Beach

So today I got up and got ready and then Mitch came over right away and we played with Landen for a little bit. We played army guys and wressled and stuff it was so much fun. Then we went down stairs and watched some TV for a like not even that long and I heard Bug Bug (Lilly) get up. So we went upstairs and played with her for a bit and then Mitch took me to the beach.

The beach is one of my favorite places in the whole wide world. I love it there so much. The sand beneath my feet feels so good and the water and its just so peaceful. I just I can't explain how much I just love it and I love the water. The water was so cold today but I just walked in it. We didntgo swimming or anything. I reqorded a blog and then we left cause it was cold.

And now were sitting at his house watching cops and playing farmville. Were such nerds we love this game. I no, I no were so nerdy and theres not any other way to explain that. The game is just so addicting and I can't not play it. But im not like overly obsessed with it or anything so don't worry about that.

Were making pizza its so yummy and I love food way to much.

I think we might go and hang with the kids some more today but I'm not to sure on what were goona do with them. Because its like I wanna spend time with them since they got home but I don't wanna sit and do nothing at home eaither. I no playing with them is doing nothing but its boring tome I like to get out and do stuff and I don't no I feel guilty not being home. I honestly haven't been home in like 3 days expet to sleep and eat. I just I don't really no how to put this because its so confusing on how I feel and yeah. I just I wanna see them and play with them but I wanna get out and about and do everything I wanna do if you no what I mean. GRRRRR this is just so confusing.

So yeah they pizza is almost done it smells really good.
So i'm gonna go and eat some and I will blog more possably tonight or tomorrow.

LAW AND ORDER SUV

So today I am sitting here watching my favorite show Law and Order SUV. I just I love this show soooo much.

So today @Mike Lombardo hacked or somehow go on to @Hayley Hoovers's twitter and I asked him to questions and he wrote me back. I asked him how him and Hayley met cause i didn't no that answer and he said on the internet and I asked him if she's going to go on tour with him and he said no cause she has school. I aslo told him that he should force her to write a song with him lol. But then he got cought so he had to get off. It was pretty cool that my questions got answered. I feel so special and lucky.

So Lilly and Landen are home now and i'm loving it but honestly i'm kinda sick of this crap they don't clean that much and I feel like I do all the work. Because well I honestly don't no what to do.

So um.........I'm really bored and don't no what to do. Or blog about right now. This is kinda hard cause I got alot on my mind and I'm not sure what to do. I'm so bored. GRRRRR They just don't do anything and I don't no how to handle this stuff. Because I don't wanna be mean to be all grrrrr about everything. They just don't do anything. I don't want them to see this and see me complaining to you blog readers. But I just i feel like I need to let out some steam and stuff but i'm not really sure how to let out some steem. This is really hard.

So yeah i'm going to go and just chill because my mind is racing and there is nothing to blog about because my mind is racing so much right now. I don't no what to talk about because its racing so much.

I love you

No i'm not saying I love you guys haha j/k I do love blog readers and comments and everything.

But I honestly feel like people use the words I love you WAY to much. I mean they say it to anyone and everyone. Some one they just met, a person they don't even no, and a new boyfriend or girlfriend.

To me I love you should only be sent to people you no your really love. Like your parents or family or very close friends.

But Maybe thats just me I no i'm really old fashoned. And I don't say I love you alot. But its just I don't understand Why people say it to people they just met or even started dating. To me it means more then O i just met this person so they have a place in my heart its like I care about this person and would be uberly upset if something happened to them. No I on that you can love someone you never met and I no you can love someone that you met that day but I love you and being in love with someone is soooooo way two different things. And I don't think people understand that or even want to try and understand that. Just like today.

I was watching the Tyra show. Because i honestly have nothing better to do and I like the show alot. So I was watching it and The girl on there was saying she wanted to get pregnant with this she just started dating. Why would you wanna commit someone to yourslef like that after two months. And heres the kicker shes only 15 years old. Now honestly guys I no this most 15 year olds don't commit there selfts to someone like that.

And also there was a 13 year old girl that was pregnante. I mean wow why do people have to go and have sex at such a young age? I just don't understand this world anyone.

Ridding and Ice cream

Hey guys.

So i went ridding yesterday and it was so much fun. We did the normal stuff walking and trotting and and did some work on the lundge line. My trainer tickled her foot and, she kinda kicked a little it was really scarry. But my trainer did that so I could learn to controal her when stuff happends I don't expect and, to work on my ballance.

I'm really getting attached to her alot. I fall in love with animals so easy. I no that that's always not a good thing but I can't help it. I just really hope I can lease her because if I can't i'm going to really upset.
Sometimes I wish I didn't connect so well with some animals but on the other hand I love it. I just me and Mae connect very well and I don't want it to end. I just can't wait to the point were I can lease her. Shes just so beautiful and amazing and we connect so well because her personality is so much like mine. Shes shy and quiet she loves attation and is nice. She takes care of people when there scared and shes so will to have fun. Shes a sweetheart and she is spoiled hehe I'm not as spoiled as her but every little girl is spoiled at times. And if you yell at her she feels so bad and wants to appoligize as much as she can't. I no that, you think thats all weird cause I get this all from a horse but I can.

So today, I went with Mitch to take his friend Kyle to his girlfriends house 45 muintes away from the house. It was kinda a pointless drive for me to go but I went anyways. I'm so bored. LOL theres nothing to do right now. SO me and mitch are watching law and order SUV. WOW this and intence episode. But anyways we got really yummy ice cream on our way home. It was so yummy. It had browwnies peaces and gummy warms with hot fudge and vinille ice cream It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yummy I no i said that already but if you were me you would of loved it to.

I gotta go and chill not i'm not feeling to well. I no this blog is kinda lame but I hope you liked it anyways.

Worehead challenge

Hey guys, so it truns out my brother got a job in launch rockets and hes leaving in March. I'm so excited that there gonna be here this long. But I guess hes trying to leave eairler so we will see what happends.

So there going to PA for a couple days and today is there first full day not home and in a way i'm loving the peace n quiet but at the same time its so weird. Like there not that much noise and theres no one to play with. I wonder what its gonna be like when they really leave. Not that i've had them here for ever but they've been here for awhile now and you get use to it. So now i'm gonna have to get use to them gone again. This sucks.

But yeah so Mitch is coming over today and were gonna do the worehead challenge strawburrie17 did. Were gonna see how many we can stick in our mouths before we quit. My goal is 5 so we will see.

Other then horse back riding tomorrow and spending time with lext tomorrow night, i think were having a sleepover. I'm not doing to much this weekend. My dads talking about getting new phones so we will see if that actially happends. I wanna go see that movie case 39 but I don't no if lex will have the money for that. I hope so cause we love thoes kindsa movies.

I'm listening to ALLCAPS right now and playing on the computer and since theres not much to blog about today I will leave you with his.

Remember that everyone is special in there own way and don't judge someone before you get to no them. :D

Army and ridding Bella

So my brother is in millwalkee right now. Because hes going into the Army. So i'm nervose because hes getting a physical right now to see if hes able to get in, and then if that goes okay then he has to pick a job he wants. And hes going to pick a dangerouse job. Because thats how my brother is. If theres a dangerous job that he can do then he will take it over a not dangerous job. I just hope he doesn't get a to dangerous one like being on the front line. But if thats what he wants then i understand because i would be the same way.

I'm so proud of him. Even the bad choices he has made. I'm proud that hes doing something that he loves to do. In a way hes kinda doing something for me to. Because I can't join the army or any servose. So i kinda live that dream threw him. But he will never no that unless he reads my blogs. But i don't think he ever will. Hes not that kinda person to read blogs. Lets just say hes kinda the opseot from me. Hes sporty and i am to but hes like major sporty and not really nerdy heheh. If you'll get what i mean.

But yeah so i'm really proud of him and everything that hes doing for my family and his family. I'm proud that he is doing what he loves but also doing it in a good way to help provide for his family and, that hes serving our country.

So yeah, i'm sitting on mitchells couch blogging. He got a new TV thingy and it hooks up to the internet and everything so if i go on youtube or facebook or come here to blog i can see or do it off of the TV. Its really awesome.

Oh and I also went horseback ridding today. Bella was so good. We trotted for a little bit and we walked around she did so good. It was awesome. We got to bond and it was great because I fell in love with her way more. We ended up having time to let her eat some grass on the hill and it was cute because she ws soooooooooooooo uberly happy and i was happy because she was happy.

Today is my five month aniversory with mitch so were going to watch The Last Song. He got ti for me for today. Isn't that so uber cute. I love him lots.

So talk to you guys later. I hope you'll have a great weekend. And I'll try and blog tomorrow.

chillin

Hey guys. I'm sitting at mitch's house chilling and watching cops. Its okay. Not really much to blog about right now cause nothings to new. I went to another one of my brothers flag football games. It was cool and freezing at the same time.

I got to spend a whole 2 hours with bug but by myself yesterday it was so much fun we got to hang out by ourselves. For some reason kasha wont let me take care of her. I honestly don't think she trusts me or something but w.e. Me and bug bug had fun. We played with blocks and chase around the table and all kinds of fun games. It was awesome to get to spend time with her. I love her so much. But i never get to spend alone with with her anymore because there always busy or so i am. But if i do get to spend time with her its not alone because their there to.

I went to consoling today it went well i guess.

But other then that nothings to new.....so i guess to be continued.

eye doctor

Hey guys so on tuesday I went horse back ridding on Mae and I fell off for the very first time. It was freaky but not as freaky as i thought it would be. I mean shes six feet tall and in a way i'm glad i fell off of her the first time instead of me falling off of a little horse. I hope that makes sence.

So i've been recovering from that. Some how i hurt my tail bone so i've been laying around the house doing nothing.

Yesterday (wednessday) i had to go to the eye docter. That's always been my favorite place because 1. they have yummy candy but 2. I love it because everyone knows me there and everyone is so nice there. But they best part is because i've had the same eye docter since i was three years old so i've come quite fond of him in a way. I mean he use to come out and get me and walk me back to the room and everything. He dosen't do it now but i mean i would like anyone that did that for me hehe. But yeah so i saw him and it was pretty much the normal stuff.

After that kasha picked me up and we went and looked around at the farmser market. While we waited to pick Landen up from pre school. It was his first day.

He loved it. He had so much fun right away he ran up to us and was smiling so big. And he can't wait to go back tomorrow. He's so excited. He said that clapped there hands and knees and he played with cars and drew pictures. So i'm so happy for him. I hope he loves school.

Ok will i gotta go cause i'm in some pain to see ya.