Family

Hey guys so whats up? How are you doing? I hope well because i'm not doing so hot at the moment. Yes i no another borning sad blog from me. But deal with it.

So yeah. My brother is leaving for school in the army on the 23 of this month and its making me very sad. If you don't no my brother is the most important person in my entire life. He means the world to me and hes made some mistakes and so have I but i still love and forgive him for all the wrongs he has done. But anyways so hes leaving it this makes me very, very sad. I'm not really sure how to put it into words. So i hope you can understand. Before when he was in the morenes he did two tours in iraqu and everything and he loved them. And i'm hppy hes doing somethign he loves to do. That makes me very ahppy.

But what I don't like is. that once hes doing with school he and his family are moving ot some other state. And i no i get to see them all the time and everything but its just going to really suck when the move cause i wont be albe o see them that much anymore. I mean yes i'll get to go visit but not that often or anything. And i wont be able to play with lilly and landen that much. And i'ts really sinking in a lot i guess. and it just really sucks. I don't really no what to say or what to even think/do. Because I just keep thinking about it and i just realize that it sucks so much and grrrrrrr I wish there was some way i could get them to be stationed here but that would take a lot of work to do and its the price i gota pay for having a brother whos in the army.

But i'm so glad he gets to do something he loves to do. And that people love to have him do.

God bless big brother in everything that you do.

Pretty Lil Liars

Hey guys i'm sitting here waiting to watch the new episode of pretty little liars. And I just wanted to wright a blog.

I hope everyone is having a wonderful day.

And I just wanted to say HI.

So what's new with you guys? Not to much is new with me. I am kinda excited for this new episode but i'm kinda sad. So I'm going to rant now. But Yeah.

Okay so as of now i'm not working and i'm not going to school. And i kinda feel bad. Like i'm not doing anything, and i no i'm not doing anything. But my mind is so grrr right now like i just not interested in school and I don't no why. Like when I think about school I think nothing. And I no that's bad. But that's a big reason Why i'm not going because my whole heart isn't in it. And if my heart was all the way in it then I would go. But yeah. And i'm looking for jobs but theres nothing. And I just don't no what to think. Its kinda stupid. But I can't find anything. And I can't do anything, that I want to do.

OHP spencer kissed toby.

And poor Hannah.

So yeah. I don't no but I'm kinda upset and I don't really no how to get out of this funk. This is so hard. I don't no what to do. And yeah.

Hey how do you break into a vending michean with a spark.

But yeah I'm going to go now because the show is on and its my favorite show EVER. BYEY GUYS.

really bad

Hey guys so i've been really bad at this blogging thing and i'm so sorry about that.

Lets see not a whole lot has gone on since a month ago. Honestly.....I know my life is pretty lame.

So i've tried applying for jobs around were I live and nothing is working. I'm not really sure why but whatever. I even went on crags list and tried applying and threes not a whole lot of jobs offers there I can do cause of my vision. And the ones I can do are to far away.

So my niece is birthday part is coming up soon like soon as in a couple of days. I'm really excited for it. She going to be having a dora party. And i'm not kidding shes obsessed with Dora. But then again shes only gonna be two so its super CUTE.

So I got her a Dora bag, a dora birthday card a dora doll and boots....you know the monkey that walks around with her all the time. Yeah i'm pretty sure shes gonna love it.

So yeah other then that i've just been spending tons of time with them cause my brother is going to be leaving at the end of the month and shortly after that there gonna be leaving so i'm kinda trying to get a lot of time hanging in laot if you no what I mean.

Oh yeah they also got a puppy his name is gunner. Hes super cute.

yup pretty awesome oh and the other picture is of me and Landen being silly. I got him a coloring book for christmas and it had car stickers in it, i don't no why but he loved putting them on me. LOL

Well i'm gonna go switch my laundry so i'll wright to you'll soon. BYE