puzzle making

Hey Guys sorry i didn't blog the next day like I said I was going to. I ended up staying another day at my grandmas and they have a flipping slow computer so blogging was kinda a no, no deal. And I also hung out in the pool for more then FIVE hours and chilled and just had a fun time seeing her and everything.

But yeah so the party was great. Yummy food and I got to see my cousins I don't really get to see that much cause were all so far away and everyone is at the age were we are doing our won thing. But you'd think since I only have four cousins on that side we be close right. Thats kinda wrong haha. But i've learned to live with and and just let life move on.

So scott if someday you ever read this. I'm glad your doing what your doing. And i'm so proud of you for going to Japan its a huge step and I no your ready for it and will love it and so not want to come home. To Jenny I'm glad your getting a better job. I mean I no you loved your old one but sometimes change is good. And I no you already no this and i'm super glad your excited for it.

Thats the two big things that happened this weekend. Jenny said she had some big news and everyone thought she was getting married. I mean shes been dating the same guy for a really long time and they live together. Getting engaged wouldn't really change much if you think about it.

But yeah. I got home yesterday and hung out with Dezi, Lexi and Shaun. It was a really fun day. We did so much stuff I can't even remember. But I do remember we walked to the light house and it was cold. And then dezi helped me over the rocks cause it was getting dark n i couldn't see and after that we went to a park and road on the boncy things and the one person who couldn't see in the dark me......could tell what they were it was really funny. But so one of thoses moments you had to be ther. Then there were theses creepy guys that kept driving by to look at us. It was really weird and after about the seventh time we left cause it was strange. Then I went home and slepted till ten.

Mitch came and got me and we road bicks all the way to his house n then i slepted ofr three more hours. So i'm all refreshed and read to go.

But now I gotta go because were doing a puzzle and it looks really hard so I need to stop blogging and go help him.

If theres anything you want me to wright about let me no. BYE GUYS.

Stocc's party

So today I have the house to myself for awhile My mom and dad are working and my brother and them went up to my grandmas early. Me and my mom will be going later today to go to my cousin scotts going away party.

Hes in the Navy and will be going to Jipan for two years. So as you can tell we are in need of a party.

I'm not that very close to my cousins witch is very sad but i still love them lots and I hope hes safe and comes back home safe. I hope he loves it there and comes back with awesome stories and fun advenchures. Schott has been working very hard at getting in to the Navy and going over seas so I wish him well.

In other news. Nothings really new. I hung out with Landen and Lilly - bug all day yesterday and that was so fun. And at the end of the day I got to put lilly to bed and read to landen. (witch wasn't really reading we just flipted threw the pages) It was to dark for me to see the words. But he loved it so that's all that matters.

And Landen went and met with his PK teachter. OMGOSH I can't believe hes going to pre-school. I'm soooooo excited. But of course hes more excited. I guess the teacher is a little older then Kasha. So that means she will be loads of fun.

I hope landen makes friends and has alot of fun. I hope hes really outgoing and loves chool. Because I no school is great when your little but when he gets into middle school and its harder I hope you learns not to care what people think. And I hope he just loves school threw out his whole life. And I hope hes popular but the kinda popular were hes nice to everyone and he has frirends in every group. I no, I no I can only dream for all this to happen. But I hoep. And eaither way I'll love him just as much as I do now. And He'll make me proud in what ever he choses to do in life.

I'm watching my sisters keepper right now. I love this movie I watch it with Kasha and Cary a couple of days ago. And Kasha started crying it was so sweet. The movie is really sad but Its soooooo good at the same time. So i'm gonna end the blog on that note and i'll write you'll tomorrow and let you no how the party went.

The talk and more

So i'm not really sure if i want to have this talk with Kasha or not. I wanna talk to her about me watching lilly bug. But i'm not sure if talking about it will solve the problem or create more problems. So yeah this is kinda a big toppic for me. Because I've never baby sat before. But I no I could do it with bug. Well I should say i've watched her but not for a long period of time. No more then an Hour not even.

But me and bug we have a very, very special bond. We get along soooooo well I don't even really no how to explain it in wrighting. You would have to see it to believe me. But basically she really cries when shes with me. We do a lot of the same things and actions and I don't no we just click. Mitch says every time she see's me her eyes get wide and she smiles bigger then she normally does. But I can't see that so i have to believe him and go on his words. But I believe it. I'm there for her and shes there for me. Even thought shes a baby.

And don't get me wrong me and landen have a special relationship but hes super close to Mariah (kasha's sister0 Like i'm close to lilly. So in the end it kinda works out. But anyways.

The problem. Is I think kasha wont let me watch lilly bug because of my eyes. I feel like she lets riaha do it granted riaha has take care of kids alot of time. But before she started aby sistting she didn't no much like me. So in a way I feel like its not fair. I feel like I should be able to. But yeah I don't think bringing this up would help much anyways because I feel like she'll just say well we really don't need a babysitter or something like that you no.

But mostly I feel like she wont trust me because of my eyes. I feel like she thinks i'm going to let bug get into everything. Witch is totally not true. Just cause were so close doesn't mean i'll let her play with things shes not supose to. It means i'll be more carful and watch her closer because I wont want her to get hurt. I just I'm not sure what to do.

May

So i ended up not getting May but i get to take lessons first and see were that goes and then I might be able to lease her. So i'm super excite about that.

I'm also kinda upset thought because i'm a very attached person. I guess you could say. When I like something even if its a pair of shoes I don't really like to go looking for new things. So i'm worried that someone might try and lease her before I do and then I wont be able to llease her at all.

But i'm trying really hard to work on that. And i just need to keep in mind theres always opportunities around the corrner. So i guess only time will tell.

Tomorrow the only thing I no that i have going on is consoling. So I'll be able to post a blog and write way more. I no some of my blogs are very short but it's because I need to go do other things. And this is ones of thoese days. So i'll write tomorrow.

Lilly-bug and the video

So yesterday I went to this horse stable that my mom found on the internet. And I talked to this lady about adopting a horse. I really liked the horse that I met her name is May. Shes so sweet and nice. I'm going to ride her tomorrow and see if everything goes good with her. And if everything works out i'm going to kinda adopt her. So i'm supper excited about this. I hope everythign goes good. I can't wait to see her soon.

And after that I got home and i played with landen and lilly bug. Then kasha fed them dinner and, landen wasn't eating so kasha got mad and then after all that they went to the beach and I had the house to myself. So i worked on a music video i've been trying to make for a month now but my computer kept freezing. So i finished it and uploaded it on youtube. It was pretty good and I hope you guys like it.

And now today i'm watching SUV my favorite show law and order. Its a marathon so i'm excited cause its really awesome and i love it. Its kinda messy and confusing sometimes but I still love it. Cause sometimes theres true stories and yeah.

So what are you guys doing today? Anything fun? I hope your all having a very lovely day and let me no why your having an awesome day today in the comments.

tons of rain

so today mitch picked me up at 2 and we went to his cousins house and hung out there. We played with his cousin hunter and i drew a picture. Then his mom came to get us and it started raining. I mean it wasn't light it was uberly heavy rain. We had to poll over the car because we couldn't see anymore n the car shook. Agter the rain let up we went and got pizza........it was yummy.

And now i'm sitting here watching law and order. What a not exciting day for me haha :)

blah blah excitement

so yesterday i hung out with my best friend dez. We mostly just chilled around at her house and watched TV and played on the computer. So it ment texting all day for me witch i don't really do that much anymore. Then I went home and went to bed pretty early because i haven't goten that much sleep lately. Due to not being able to sleep at night cause i'm not tired and also getting woken up early in the morning by bug, AKA lilly and yeah i don't mind gitting woken up by her. Shes so cute I can't get mad at her.

And then today I got up got ready watched house with kasha while waiting for mitch to pick me up to take me to dezi;s house again so we could put songs on her ipod. And while i was waiting me and bug had a moment. HAAHHA i was going to load this dishwasher but never got around to it cause bug came in the kitchen with me. We ended up looking out the window and watching birds hehe very peaceful. And she told me I love you so it was worth it not doing then. So maybe i can do then tonight if theres any left when I get home and make up for not doing it earlier this morning.

So then mitch came and got me and we went to dezi's house and just hung out all day and worked on her ipod and now i'm sitting here wrighting this blog.

I got pancakes for supper. And they were UBERLY yummy.

Pluss i've been playing this bubble game on my ipod all day and i'm sooo happy with the scores i'm getting right now i'm at 5000,546 points so it awesome.

I'm going to leave mitches house soon to edit a video i took today so I hope you like it. See you soon.

Taylor Swift MINE

I love the new song by taylor swift called Mine

So basically I spent the day with my best friend Dezi. I love her so much. Shes always been there for me. Even when we were not friends because of some stuff that happened.

I just thought I would say thanks to everyone for checking out my blog and I really love comments so if people want to comment you can.

I no this is really short and kinda not worth posting but I don't no I felt like posting n then dez called so now i'm gonna go cause I need to talk to her about some stuff.

I just wanna say I HATE it when people say stuff and it never means a word.

A little good and A little bad

Nothing really has happened today cept my favorite show SUV is going to be on for a really long time today YAYA i can't wait till three. And I can't stop listening to the new taylor swift song.

I need blog topics so please comment below n let me no what you want me to blog about?

3D fun

So yesterday i hung out with Lexi and Mitch. We played with three D chalk and I posted a video of that on my youtube page. We also just sat around and ordered pizza and talked about nothing the rest of the night.

It ended up storming last night so all the art work we did got washed away so that was kinda sad but whatever at least we had fun doing at the time right?

Today I got up and right away I got to play with bug (lilly) it was lots of fun. Even though there living with us right now, I still don't get to see them that much. When i'm home there eaither not there cause there doing something or there taking naps or just can't play. And when I can play with them I'm not there cause i'm busy doing other things. So it was so nice to see them and hang out with them. Man I feel so guilty when it comes to them. I no i'm not going to be able to see them this much in my entirer life ever again. But at the same time I need time were I can hang out with my friends and do things I like to do. Like vlog and Blog and all that. I wonder if this feeling will ever go again. I just hope I don't regret this feeling/time apart thing So yeah I don't really no what to say on this or even think. I no its kinda stupid but Yeah.

Anyways. I'm sitting with Mitch and hes doing a puzzle while I play on the computer and hes talking to himself its really funny to listen to haha :). And theres nothing good on TV so we gave up on watching that and now were just listening to music on youtube.

But yeah this is just really random and I'm going to go and try and help him with the puzzle.

I hope everyone has a lovely day today :0

Just me

So today is me a Just me day were i do stuff for me hehe. Like lets see i cleaned my house, played with gary (my cat) did some wash and read a little of my favorite book. The truth about forever by Sarah Dessen. I'm actially re-reading this book for like the 9th time already. Its the book that got me really into reading when i was younger, i would read the baby sitters club and the box car childern books but this book got me into reading so much i read it over and over again.

So yeah its supper hot here in wisconsin today. I don't really feel like going outside. it usally never gets this hot here but the weather has been a little weird this whole year so i guess no one really knows what to expct anymore.

Tonight i'm not really sure what i'm going to be doing maybe i'll go hang at mitchell's house and we can finish the puzzle we started.

Lilly and Landen are at the zoo with there mom so i can't wait till they come back and i get to hear all about it from them. Landen loves the zoo hes so big into animals right now its cute. Turttles and the Lions are his favorite at the zoo. But he also likes fish :) Maybe one day he will be a trainner at sea world or something, that would be so neat to see him do. I'm not really sure what Lilly's favorite thing is there but I no she likes it. Maybe kasha will no today and she can tell me when they get home.

Well i'm off to go fold my clothes.

Another blog in the same day

GR so i started wrighting this and then my computer went wack and now i'm typing it again. Good thing i was not that far into it.

So i decided to write another blog to complain a bit so if you don't wanna read complaning and go do something more exciting. But on the other hand if you do read this thank you so much and i'm sorry.

Ok so my brother and his family are living with us (his family = him, my nephew, niece and sister-in-law) So yeah that + me, my mom and dad + 3 cats = one full house right now.

Don't get me wrong I love them living with us. its my brother i mean come on hes five years older then me so we don't fight that much and its so nice to see them more. Because when there not living with us or staying here for vacation i never get to see them because my brother is trying to get in to the army so he will be off statationed somewere and yeah it sucks not being able to see someone you love so much. Like my niece and nephew i love them to death.

But the problem is my Sister in law. Now don't get me wrong, shes practally the sister i don't have. I mean i've none her for seven years and shes married to my brother and the mother to the two most importatn people in my life. But gez she is very sarcastic and i'm not that way at all. I'm a very sensitive but i no how to take jokes. But sometimes when she says stuff i can't tell if shes joking or not. And because of me being VI (visually impaired) I can't see expressions on her face. So thats another reason why its hard for me to tell. But then other hand some stuff she says is just really mean and I don't no what to do to be able to deal with the anymore. Its not all the time she is bad or hurts my feelings but its enough and I don't want to be mean to her and tell her she hurts my feelings because sometimes she can tell but i can't take this anymore. Grrrrr no i no that shes like 3 years older then me and when your close to someone you fight with them but woow this is like insane fighting sometimes and I just can't understand why its her that hurts me alot and why i fight with her more then my own brother. I gues i never will be able to understand.

A little to late then never

Hey guys so i no i said i was going to be posting more blogs now but i've goten way busy i kinda just forgot and when i remembered I didn't really feel like it so in other words i'm LAZY and not a good person when it comes to things like this. So there for i'm uberly sorry and I will try and write more blogs and tell you guys how stuff is going on and what i'm doing in my life.

So about a week ago I took a road trip with my family. It was so much fun. The first two days consisted of driving alot were i acomplished one of my goals standing in tow places at conce i stood between nabraska and wyoming. It was so much fun and i'm so happy i got to do that.

Our first day in WY was lots of fun. We went to the top of the tea ton mountins and i got lots of pictures on top of the mountin. Then we went (we meaning me and my family) went out to dinner at the really yummy fast food place and i got a bull burger (later i found out it was bull and cow so that kinda made me sad)

The next day i got to go rafting with Luke from my favorite band ALL CAPS. Meeting luke was so much fun and I will never forget that day. He was so good at his job and he new what he was talking about and had amazingly fun stories the whole way down the river. HAHA :)

Then we went to yellowstone i've never been there before. And never beening there before ment that everything was awesome. I got to see old fathful that was so pretty and awesome. Me and my dad went and saw this water fall i'm not really sure what the name of it was but it was so pretty. There was yellow rock all around it and he said thats why he thinks yellow stone is named yellowstone because of all the yellow rock. What do you think?????

After that we went to mount rush more. I've never been there eaither but that was so cool. I got to see gorge hehe. Hes my favorite presadent.

In third grade we got to dress up as who ever we wanted and i picked gorge because well i don't no it was funny though. But i learned something new I didn't know that he didn't want to be presadent when he was elected so yeah i'm a little behind on my history facts but its okay i guess because i have a good reason.

When i was in third grade my parents switched me to a special school because i am visually impaired and the teachers in in sheboygan wisconsin didn't really no how to each me. So i started going to a school in Janesville wisconsin and loved it at first but ened up not in the end. But so when i switched school i missed my regular classes like history and math for awhile cause they were trying to find out what i new and what i didn't no. So i never really cought up and they never really made me learn that stuff over. But so yeah i'm behind in some things like spell as well i'm sorry i no this has alot of spelling errors but hoepfully i will get better as blog posts become more common and fun for me to do. Don't get me wrong I love wrighting but its kinda hard to remember to do it when i'm having such a fun summer. So anyways i'm gonna get going and i will be wrighting again very soon. Good night readers and have a wonderful day.