Family

Hey guys so whats up? How are you doing? I hope well because i'm not doing so hot at the moment. Yes i no another borning sad blog from me. But deal with it.

So yeah. My brother is leaving for school in the army on the 23 of this month and its making me very sad. If you don't no my brother is the most important person in my entire life. He means the world to me and hes made some mistakes and so have I but i still love and forgive him for all the wrongs he has done. But anyways so hes leaving it this makes me very, very sad. I'm not really sure how to put it into words. So i hope you can understand. Before when he was in the morenes he did two tours in iraqu and everything and he loved them. And i'm hppy hes doing somethign he loves to do. That makes me very ahppy.

But what I don't like is. that once hes doing with school he and his family are moving ot some other state. And i no i get to see them all the time and everything but its just going to really suck when the move cause i wont be albe o see them that much anymore. I mean yes i'll get to go visit but not that often or anything. And i wont be able to play with lilly and landen that much. And i'ts really sinking in a lot i guess. and it just really sucks. I don't really no what to say or what to even think/do. Because I just keep thinking about it and i just realize that it sucks so much and grrrrrrr I wish there was some way i could get them to be stationed here but that would take a lot of work to do and its the price i gota pay for having a brother whos in the army.

But i'm so glad he gets to do something he loves to do. And that people love to have him do.

God bless big brother in everything that you do.